I'm upset. Not talking with Steve since Sunday afternoon. It's Wednesday. I'm a wreck. I hate this.
He upsets me , repeatedly. He ignores me. Ignores when I talk to him. Doesn't even reply when I ask him things, or tell him things, especially when i talk about my feelings.
I can't stand this distance. Its been growing...like black mold..slowly but steadily, gaining momentum day by day, making everything it touches sick.
I definitely own part of this. But not all. I believe it can be fixed. I want that. But I am starting to have doubts.
